What I have been through lately.

Well. we hv officially been ex-couple for about few years nw, and to be honest with u, Im better off without u. Im glad I can just do whatever I want without having to worry abt carrying all that dead problems around. Last night I was lying in bed, and it hit me : whats the point you msg me on fb? nonsense. fooling around? opps its sarcastic. Well, now I hv gone and done it. Whatever Whatever and Whatever, I hv a new life. I hv a good boyfieee. Let me get something straight : this is a statement, neither showing off nor comparison. Jason Mok, I love you.   #18th of April


Hmm, the 2nd week of school is finally over, so today I slept in. Most ppl wake up early on Saturday to hang out or whatever, but not me. The only reason I get out of bed at all on weekends is because eventually I cant stand the noises from my house living room anymore *due to the 2 little naughty plus cuteeety kids*. Zzz. When I woke up this morning and opened my so called schedule book, hell. I screamed. There were about a millions stuff to do, on the page. I wrote. On top of that, my lappie spoilt. Tied up, couldnt breathe at all. Well, what to do? nt to escape but face it. Urghh stressed enough huh? Hate it? I didnt mean that. It was jz..too much. However, those subjects in this sem are quite interesting like corel painter and sculpture. *foreword* *foreword* *justsayingfirstokayyyy* Whats in my mind...lecturer..can I take a rain check? NO bitch. *okay* - whats only can be replied as a dasein student. #21th of April


Today was the big production (my definition of sculpture) in college. It drives my crazy. As I mentioned jz nw, its interesting. BUT BUT BUT that was jz foreword. I found out today that the kind of "interesting" subject is completely different from what we see. It needed loads of energy and time. First of all, I hv to put on these things called "safety and hygiene stuffs", which look like those professional dentist (visual) plus the workers in renovation places (exactly hw u will feel). I guess I didnt do a good job of hiding my disappointment and I just got mad. Extremely difficult man. All I can say is, Im glad to be here anyway, not like my daddy working all day long under the sun. I feel sorry for dad of working so hard to earn money for us to sleep in the good condition room. Because if I had to work in the weather like how my daddy does, I dont think I could pull it off. Lesson learned, always be thankful for what u hv. Thank god, thank parents, thank friends, so does lover. They love me so much, caring and lovely. #25th of April


I was praying to god today. I told him lailai's daddy is having a tough situation, and I didnt know what to do. All I can do is pray hard n always be with him. God pls make good luck to him, all the best in his exam. Well, I got to give my dear babe for how he handled it. He nvr procrastinates and always use the time wisely. All he said was that he should try his best, because its our choices that make us who we are. As u sow, so shall u reap. He never ignores me tho. Dear, Im not here to say anything but I love you. Sincerely, ur girl. All the best kay, I will always, always support you. #26th of April

I will always, always love him.

My man  >>   

Jason Mok, let me be the reason u get through the day

know that I will make everything okay

Think of me baby in anyway I will be all u need

Let me be the one u turn to when there's pain

Baby I will take it allllllllll away.

My pervert  *who always would still be there when I'm really pissed off* 

My prince *who always be the most understanding when my temper getting worse*

My dearest *who always stand by me no matter what happened*

Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it..

Ure not perfect, and I'll save u the suspense. 

I'm not perfect either but surely we're perfect for each other. 

And yayyyy

Our wall painting and song with the lovely lyric are coming soon

Stay tunedddd